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i have to get up sooo early tomorrow fuuuck (it’s good though!!) (i get to help assemble an ikea desk and rearrange furniture!! 🥰)

accidentally ignored a book i started for 4 months so now we’re gonna try and finish it

gonna try and cook something new in 50 mins so time to sit here nervously for 50 mins until i can cook it (would cook it now but it’s too early)

found a mix cd i made when i was like 10. it’s a bunch of random popular songs then BOOM here’s 5 imogen heap songs. then it goes back to some other songs and right at the end, BOOM. you thought you’d escaped imogen heap. no. she’s back

i sold a kettle today but before i did i noticed it was kinda dirty so i ended up detailing it like it was a car ??

i thought i was done selling things for my family but things keep popping up that need to Go

had a shower and now i am comfy cozy on the lounge with me blanket and me pillow

i’m getting in the habit of saying my location every time i answer someone but i forget sometimes and then they ask

if someone asks me one more time where i am located when it’s listed 3 times on the listing i swear….

“when can you come get it”
“tomorrow”
work with me here, dude, i need more words and details. gimme a time

our kitchen is being redone and i keep losing track of where we put things 😭 i can’t wait until it’s done

no calls yet 😢 morale is low

if i don’t wake up to a job interview call tomorrow i will be very sad

new glasses have felt weird for 2 days now. i am hoping when i wake up and put them on they will Not feel weird

me: it’s been hours but i think i am finally falling asleep. i think i can do it.
brain:
me:
brain:
me:
brain: bill and ben the flowerpot men
me: i’m gonna kick your Ass

having someone teach me how to put contacts in just to see how they feel and having to spend 30 mins doing it bc my brain does not want them in

idk man it would be nice but i like my glasses and would feel very weird if they suddenly weren’t on my face ?? also i don’t really like my nose and they make me not hate my nose as such. also i keep seeing people saying why the surgery is dangerous so that doesn’t make me feel good either

when you’re just trying to tell your parents you bought new glasses and that you’re excited for them but then your dad interrupts you to say YOU should get LASER EYE SURGERY and you’re like uhhh idk, but he is still very much trying to talk you into getting laser eye surgery

nothing takes me out of a tv show/movie more than someone saying “hold me”

continuing the mortifying ordeal of trying to find a job that sparks some kind of something bc my current one is still not doing that

i'm not allowed to bite my nails today okay brain? don't let me do that

today is about me being mad about things

it wouldn’t be annoying if it was like someone politely asking me if i wanna borrow their jacket but every time it’s asked accusatorially “AREN’T you COLD?” or i’ll be told to put clothes on as if i’m naked, therefore it makes me self-conscious and uncomfortable 💛

[taps the microphone] if i am not wearing a jacket because i am already warm, but you are cold and wearing a jacket, that’s just how it is. i’m sorry but i’m not gonna put a jacket on for you if i don’t want one on. i don’t know why that’s something you are so invested in. stop asking me abt it

people are allowed to ask me once if i’m cold and then if they ask me again i start getting very frustrated

okay but what was her original reason for getting back to may 24th before reality changed 😭

bit my nails too short again they hurt so much 😭

i don’t get it !! who signed off on all that 😭 😭 😭

why did dw just do…all that

someone make me get up before i sleep for another 4 hours