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i need to write this but i also can't write this. do you know what i mean

i’m on a nice 5 week streak of mostly not biting my nails which is cool but one of them i’m still biting 😭 i want it to grow pretty like the others 😭

i have perfected the art of being super chill and super not chill simultaneously for hours on end

me: [looking at the comments on youtube]
comment: HATE moffat HATE clara
me: wh— this is a star trek video who are you

you mean i have to write my OWN fics? unbelievable

what do you mean this fic isn't done yet bc i'm not done writing it yet :/

if i’m ever overwhelmed by something, rest assured, the something is Stupid

oh no i have to get up so early to take my car in for a service. i will probably not be able to sleep at all because i’ll be thinking about it

i’m such a normal person

omg yes please!!

so if i were coming to melbourne 👀 in the near future 👀 would that be 👀 cool 👀

i don’t think they know anything about my music taste these days, they’d probably take one look at my spotify and say what are these songs

had mum in the car with my 2025 top 100 playlist on and i had to skip so many bc they were all either sad or gay

djfjfk slightly exaggerated for comedic effect but that was the gist of the conversation rip

me: so have all these tests figured out what's causing that one symptom??
doctor: no sry girl idk what that's abt tbh. anyway u have hashimoto's

when you’re trying to break your fever but there is a big dog in the centre of the bed with you who is only giving you 10% of the mattress and is trying to reshape your spine into a parenthesis

she did a big yawn but i said “big stretch” i’ve let the team down

i love my ceiling fan but i’ve actually had to turn it off bc it’s so cold ??

second last sleep here before i can go homeee

me: alright let’s watch this show, see what it’s like!
new show, almost immediately: here, have some mpreg

i was just about to fall asleep (loosely on the “just” - an existential crisis was sorta coming on) when i remembered i had to turn the hydrogarden lights off and i had to run and turn them off

apparently when i signed up to be a dog mum for a week, i also signed up to be hydrogarden mum and lawn care mum

decided my next project will be cleaning/painting/sealing the bathroom grout 🤪 watch me get tired very fast

thank u 🫶 even melatonin did nothing for me - this is some very expensive prescription stuff so i’m mad about it, i don’t wanna waste it

it was a bit like that yeah! unfortunate :/

me: well, i did it! i finally went and asked for sleeping pills even though they scare me because the more herbal stuff i’ve been trying isn’t working. maybe this will help!
[takes the tablet]
[has sleep paralysis and a sensation that i am plummeting off a skyscraper within 30 mins]
me: oh. oh no

i have to get up sooo early tomorrow fuuuck (it’s good though!!) (i get to help assemble an ikea desk and rearrange furniture!! 🥰)

accidentally ignored a book i started for 4 months so now we’re gonna try and finish it

gonna try and cook something new in 50 mins so time to sit here nervously for 50 mins until i can cook it (would cook it now but it’s too early)