Nor / Umami 🌲

I'm watching ghost whisperer from 2005 and S2E4 actually has pretty good autism representation
Even called out echolalia by name very cool

Also to be clear LIBERAL parties are fully part of the right wing here that's how they advertise and ally themselves and they SUCK

It's interesting being a leftist socialist and having people describe parties as "too" leftist when they themselves vote leftist
I haven't found a party that's too radically left for me yet lol but I do vote on what I think is gonna be most leftist policies in place so 🤷

Got a call about my live scan while talking to my dietician
There's scarring on my liver, they ruled a lot out and I need to make big moves in loosing weight, eating better and moving more
I am ready for it but I don't know if I can do it fast enough we'll see

Currently brainstorming an arg/unfiction series about someone documenting their worsening mystery health problem that turns out to be supernatural
Totally not inspired by my own confusing health 🥰

Considering debuting my diagnosis online bc I love to yap and complain and overshare but considering the invasive uncomfortable exam required to figure it out I am still leaning towards no

Oh yeah so much has been going on I don't even think I've told the internet that my apartment floor broke
Part of my bed broke through the floor which yknow it's not supposed to do that.... It's only one plank but it's driving me nuts

What do you do if someone knocks on your door and then a hidden number calls you? Cause I am not expecting anyone and my autism does not allow me to pick up unexpected calls
I am waiting for someone to call about my floor being repaired but why would their number be hidden 😭

I use disposable razors because I want them to dull pretty fast so I don't cut myself
If I shave my face with a fresh razor I will cut myself every time
I also use my razors untill they start rusting

A lot happened this week
I recovered enough from my illness to do the things I need to. I had a really bad meeting with my caseworker, I got my liver scanned, I have more information about what's caused my sudden intense chronic pain for the last 6 months and a path of treatment. Weird week.

So I have a semi diagnosis of at least partly what's wrong with me and like 8% of people who don't get it treated get cancer 💀 so uh happy we caught it now?

I don't feel like I did when I had covid but wanted to take a test anyways. I checked to be sure, a normal cold as I suspect this is, is usually contagious up to 5 days which is Tuesday. I need to be well enough by Wednesday. And luckily my family event is over a week from my symptom onset.

I can confirm I at least don't have covid yay

My boyfriend is coming, I have a dieticians appointment (the one thing I can cancel) and a family event too! What the hell body

I REALLY need to be well by Wednesday
I have a liver scan Wednesday and doctors appointment with the specialist that's supposed to help me figure out why I have developed chronic pain that has now made me go on sick leave on Friday
This is a REALLY bad time to be sick

Tommorow I'm getting some expectorant (mucus thinning medicine) as that usually helps me and some more lozenges and I'll try to see if I can have a few naps during the day
Shoutout to my mom for buying groceries for me and making me more soup today ❤️ I don't wanna infect ppl

I have a lot of important stuff this week I'm fighting for my life to get through being sick fast
Tea
Soup
Paracetamol
My multivitamins
Trying to get good nutrition
I'm usually sick for at least a week and I need to be functional by at least Wednesday so
Trying to relax AND optimize ✍️

I feel bad for people named Al
Their names look like ai

I really learned my ankle issues are likely from having high arched feet and then didn't do anything about it
It's been 2 years
I forget ADHD is still a thing when I'm on meds sometimes

Misandry is irrelevant because it stems from misogyny and eradicating the bigger issue of misogyny would eradicate misandry

My hot take is that every form of oppression can be rooted back to misogyny, racism and or greed
And as a Trans gay person yes that includes homophobia and transphobia

THE RESTAURANT THAT USED AI FOR THE PICS AND MENU IS GONE AND IT HAS BEEN REPLACED BY ANOTHER MIDDLE EASTERN RESTAURANT FUCK YEAH I CAN EAT LOCAL MIDDLE EASTERN FOOD AGAIN YRAAAHH

My haul when I go to the Asian grocery store is always very noodle and soup centric
Although I usually also buy Hoisin I have enough stocked right now
I don't really like ramen 🤷

I'm a little mole coded
Round, love dirt, poor vision

People don't understand the diffrence between forced rest days and voluntary rest days unless they've experienced it
The feeling I being able to relax because I choose to instead of my body and mind forcing me is incredibly diffrent

I'm rewatching bones and I understand why I liked the show so much when I was younger
She and people around her don't know she's very very clearly autistic
I was the same

Yknow what I wasn't expecting the politicians I emailed reccomending not to vote for chat control in the EU to actually reply to me but 2 did which I genuinely appreciate

I feel so monkey brained when I'm given cash I don't know where to put it and I forget I can pay with it 😭

Showed this art to my mom she said "that's a bit brutal" I said yeah that was intentional lol
Vent art about my health situation
I have a refferal to a specialist doctor now but I'm still in pain and waiting for insurance to respond

Red marks on my arm that spell "hello"

Dematographia (skin writing) is one of those things that are extremely easy to self diagnose
And I have it