🌻Jade🌻

Before I go into today's dystopian nightmare, let's take a minute to bring down your blood pressure. Here is one of my favorite creatures, the #RedPanda. Enjoy. #nature #animals

Spring is here!
#spring

These pictures are everything. 🥰🥰❤️❤️

Gnarly as hell. So good.

Cubbies!! ⚾
So glad baseball season is back.

Same!
Next time

My entire day consists of me dissociating. I can't seem to stop, ever. I'm so tired of it. I can't even seem to live my life anymore.

I'm currently getting started on buying my first home(prices are only going to go up I fear) and every single one is a shitty flip. I just want a regular nice home. Not a polished turd. 👿🙄😑

It's Friday, it's raining, and I can't wait to put the kid to bed so I can read in peace with my bedroom window open. Oh and I might have some fancy cheese, crackers, and raspberries for a lil snack while I'm doing it. 🤘🤘🥰🥰

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Woohoo!!! What an amazing feeling I bet. GET IT!!

How long does something like this take you?
I love your work and style btw. 🤘

I forgot to bring clean clothes to change into...I'll be going to the bookstore in oil stained, flour and dough covered sweat pants and t shirt. Oops!!

Lately I've realized how much I am not being myself, especially at work. I leave work and I am EXHAUSTED because I put on this persona for everyone around me. Some days it's fine but lately it has really been affecting me a great deal. I shouldn't be mentally tapped after work every single day.

I can't wait to get off work and go buy a new book.

Crazy how yesterday was nice and now I don't feel like killing myself.
Spring is the best. I am very excited to visit my local forest preserve and hunt for spring ephemerals.

Well I stopped taking HRT again. I don't think I am ready mentally. In the 2.5 months I've been on and off 3 times and it's messing with me. This world is insane(though most of the reason I am spinning is with me internally)
Even though I have been thinking about this for years I'm just not ready. 🏳️‍⚧️

So so so so good. Hardcore from Illinois. 🤘🤘

#nowplaying 🎧🎵🎶

Oops. Started my day with Modern Baseball. -1hp -1hp...

Some photos from a lil day trip last weekend.

taken with a Canon s90. Love a an older point and shoot. Those old CCD sensors are something else even if they do not have the high ISO capabilities of modern CMOS sensors. I keep it in my bag for whenever and I havent used it much for a while until lately.

Nice composition!

Very cinematic.

catharsis Covet · Album · 2023 · 8 songs

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Capitol "C" Chilling tonight. #music #🎧

I love stumbling upon your posts on my feed. Its a little ray of sunshine every single time 🥰

From the storm in the midwest this evening. I decided to drive through it and wow was it beautiful. There is something about being in the country away from everything during a storm. It makes everything thats happening seem even bigger somehow. #thunderstorm #photography #midwest

Clamp, 1980’s

Clamp, 1980’s

Omg. So cute!!! ☺️🥺🥰

Well I haven't taken my HRT in 4 days. Had a bit of a mental breakdown and I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm regressing at an alarming rate and idk what to do. My body dysphoria has PEAKED for sure too.
Has anyone else hit the two month mark and completely lose it?

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Currently watching Rush Hour. One for the greatest movies of all time.

Oh yeah...I'm LAPD...you're under arrest.