Valksy

Beaten it but good grief did that take some personal bargaining to hang in

Knock on wood, knee untroubled.

60 treadmill 121av, 128 max
Watch app in watch mode 551 kcal

8.48 km

All the way without stopping

(Struggled to process the session, download hung badly but data looks fine)

weigh-in and oh, it's hormonal switch as that's either major water retention or i managed to sleepwalk my way across the Atlantic and pull up a chair at the Cheesecake Factory

(my discipline hasnt slipped, not for a moment, in 328 days)

And while [awkward cough] is possible I want to pay them for it. It’s their work, you pay for it. I mind.

So if Pepsi, metropolitan and lunario are there for download to own device, sold. If not I don’t like that step.

I noticed though a tier that seemed to suggest downloadable content. I want to know what that is.

I know the three key concerts premiered there, but that doesn’t mean anything beyond viewing access that is now on YouTube

I don’t like the patreon model, necessary as it has been, because I’m concerned about parasocial relationships

I don’t need to see outside the music, I don’t know you, I hope you have a nice life but the relentless camera disturbs too much

Got there with Pepsi centre again, rewind after Enter Sandman redux (I prefer this version, and this version of their version)

Let me pay you for it 😔

You should pay your artists - nuff said. Shouldn’t be controversial.

Need to find a patreon member for a word or two about access

90 recumbent bike 123 av, 132 max
Watch app in watch mode 567 kcal

35.39km

Non-stop so distance is lower, no rolling re-starts.

Power came back a bit. Did sleep. Or hormonal switch again, who knows

Just show up later, it’s done.

Staring at my bedroom ceiling by 19:30

Just what’s the point

(Rhetorical - I have been thoroughly educated on the fact none of this, none of me, matters)

Who the fuck wants THIS

Unsurprising. Day sucked. They always do

Endurance. Managing on about 2 hours sleep. Couldn’t get my heart up biking. Spent most of the day sitting in one place in one room, silent bored and doing nothing

I don’t want to stay.

scale check in this morning, 7 days ahead of hitting target 1 by end of year

did the maths, even though it is me and my own body am fairly shocked

not got it yet, jut on the right path, and will slow down a bit

cant wait for this entire stupid year to be over

7 or so more hours of choking boredom while doing a coupl chores and i can go crash

the fatigue is *real* and am done already, stupid day can fuck off.

i really dont know why i bother

Note to self. Repeat prescription ordered.

60 treadmill 119 av, 126 max
Watch app in watch mode 533 kcal

8.42km

All the way, no stops. Showed up.

Admit the voice of 20 somethings would probable be an eyeroll, too old to take that seriously, although if this is what they want from each other it makes me a bit queasy.

Authenticity over poseur crap. It’s a choice.

Oh ha ha she’s so anxious
Tee hee so neurotic
Giggle so ironic
Chuckle so sarcastic

But she’s so ADORABLE and LOVABLE

Author insert yourself a little harder, dear, none of us can see the Groucho specs, honest.

Not liking new book I started, more sappy sapphic fluff

Trying for witty smart character banter? Sound like a pack of utterly stupid vapid cunts.

Oh, and “anxiety” isn’t a character trait ffs.

Whatever, meh, show up in the gym, I don’t care and have had enough (and since everyone got a chesty cough/cold type thing with added nausea probably got bloody covid again)

105 recumbent bike 103av, 119 max
Watch app in watch mode 439 kcal

49.51km

Struggled. Tore a pedal strap and brick walled bad after 45 minutes thinking it was a halfway stop. Hormone switch makes no sense and it felt like I was trying enough - 35km at 75, about 1.2 short of normal, not awful

really just not ok
😣

Interesting

Alissa - oh, by the way, here’s the first track/video off my upcoming solo album.

but still, the unfollow thing
folks going to notice

You'd expect most fractures to be artistic difference or tour/life schedule disagreement. neither or which should provoke acrimony necessarily

honestly, not sure i am surprised. seemed off since health crisis during S American tour and seeing her coming on stage obviously violently unwell

huh
unfollowing each other on IG, not a good look, hints of acrimony

fine. i'll join in jettisoning the band and two males i followed (i never really cared anyway)

hold fire on what Gossow has to say since she is management for both band and singer and plug-pull if needed

Just closed out European tour 3 or 4 days ago. No notes attached, nor should there be as there is no entitlement

Unless she did something really stupid, I follow AWG not AE

Either way guess it’s even better I found a new band.

Shocking. Alissa White-Gluz (my favourite blue haired rage machine) just split from Arch Enemy, effective immediately

😔

60 treadmill 120av, 127 max
Watch app in watch mode 546 kcal

8.6m

Safety stop at minute 49 for moment, rolling restart to match bpm then timer on so overall distance and splits are sus. Just not taking chances.

Correction: 38.56km

Like anyone hate being ill, have no particular concept of anything but just coping and better living through medication - throw all the drugs at it

And really wanted Tuna sandwich which I can’t have as on strict restriction and don’t like anyway - craving always shows up, I assume immune system