Aljo deserves better?

oh shit i just realized im hypocritical hahha

the earlier you realize it the better
and if you wanna be a politician u make it ur whole personality

can't agree more

And that's why competitive anything makes things bad

Some people might have some kind of spite for the ones who would be about to have it an easy way so tending to gatekeep give doubts etc
also "I suffered so should u" mindset is often present so not necessarily explicit

to be continued ...

am i the only one who really explains shit when I have the necessary information?

am i just having too much free time?!

am i surrounded by shitty people who never gave a shit?

all of three?

i hate it all like people always assuming im supposed to care but im kinda depressed all the time I can't

Yk what, the only reason i expect people to help the hell out of me and give full on guides on anything important is because i judge by myself
Like i literally made a 30 minutes ass long guide for my shitty cis guy frienemy/ex-friend on how to leave his country
tho he brushed it off sayin "nah no $"

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society is a circlejerk by the way

friends who wouldn't sacrifice for you anything (well it's okay and valid and strategic just kinda pisses me off subconsciously cuz i used to be ready to sacrifice almost anything for who i think as a friend (tho now i think nobody deserves it >:))

anyway fuck everybody

nobody's going to heaven!

oh shot now this anger mirrors back oh no pleease

im just so fed up

yk realizing you fought for nothing and every sacrifice was for nothing

some traumatic events along the way

generally not being understood mb because ur a dum neurodevergent nobody loves

"friends" who never gave a shit

be accused of having a very bad radar on if people care about me or not and friend/foe or just messing with me dynamics

let it be a warning

I just don't actually wanna post in more detail because some people who do care about me read my stuff time to time and im like not into hearing "oh im sorry" when it doesn't come to stuff like physical violence, robbery etc idk idk im just having no guts yet to face some truths
i just don't wanna

you don't know how pissed off i feel rn but I can't just make spitting pure rage posts because most of BS's audience isnt even the target audience for the rage

also it's mildly controversial opinion tho can be framed basedly

i pate heople btw

ho what a loss!

I Iı
II I_

my deepest apologies... tho not as deep as that time when i ran over five people on a tram instead of one

what's the opposite of being nice?
cuz it's not evil

i might be having some redeeming qualities that fall under the kind umbrella but im not nice at all

and i guess people around me are more of the opposite and it pisses me off
like stop saying good words do good things! wha matters is the outcome

Some people are just too confident

holy sht ive spent my weekly/monthly luck again on a bus arriving earlier just on time to pick me right when i arrived at the bus stop and was frustrated to wait for it
it just freaking spawned behind my back lol

i wonder if it was a quantum event and it phased just to not let me die of frustration

competitive living
competitive survival
competitive puppy gurl tranny boob growth.

Perhaps that's one of the reasons this world is bullshit. (Not the puppy girls)

in the end the luckiest wins

while you've spent all of your luck on that chupa-chups falling from the sky ten years ago. Good luck!

It feels unfair that i would offer selling my soul for a thing so many people just get for granted

tho it can be said about a lot of things

i want to turn from
"im made of chaos im going to hell" motto
to
"im made of chaos im hot im going to hell" one

cuz HELL that'd be a game changer 😜😁

the charm of an outdated medical term

This bitch is still alive and still speaking esperanto, the language of silly/neurospicy/uselessness/internationalism

anyway..

Daŭre vivanta

aura is a cool vibe
like a passive rizz type of thing but not only targeting potential love interests but more towards everybody's admiration

aura farming is when you do things for people's admiration, to make them perceive you as cool

that's AURA

idk sometimes i think i can destroy my procrastination by promising something swearing that else i should die

but i know with my lvl of it i might genuinely die instead
whoopsies!

✨Gasliting✨ is ✨M A G I C✨

— it's just a piece of paper!
— bro, it's literally a valid travel document issued by ur gov, officer.
— oh! of course... you're good to go, br... sis 😃

15 mins later:

— oh shit wait it really was a piece of paper, right? must've been wind...

i wanna have some mild magic abilities

idk just a small mana pool to be able to use "it's not the clankers you're looking for" type of stuff once a day or passive perk-ing testosterone destroyer

it's not really a "big magic" but it'd just be enough to get away with a lot of things in this life

mi timas* ?
mi estas timigita* ?
mi estas en timo* ?

ĉar mi estas timiga signifas "i'm scary"

Hey, are there any new things on The Epstein Files? Maybe i wasn't joking im gonna create a YouTube channel only to make some Epstein list asmr