celeste ✨

gio :( i hope you’re alright

i hate it but i will help carry it

so excited for gym today

THANK YOUUU this is so helpful

this afternoon i’m up to 400 already today … not super loving that but maybe it’ll motivate me to go crazy at the gym after work

arranging a freak accident for him rn

sorry love, you don’t deserve that :( 🩷🫂

do you guys follow certain routines when you go to the gym? i wanna do weight training, but idk where to start and i don’t wanna look goofy

so i usually just stick to the treadmill and the machines i know how to use

good morning!!

my “buddy” (gonna call her 🌻) went to get breakfast. i can already feel the competitiveness kicking in. i don’t wanna eat breakfast bc she’s eating and im “better” or whatever 🙄🙄

that’s awesome !! im glad you reached out 🥹🩷🩷

now i’m gonna smoke with bf and try like hell to fight the munchie monster

i rlly don’t wanna eat anything else today

had a couple snacks at lunch time and then had a sandwich for dinner

i had to guesstimate a lot bc i was with my mom and my bf but im assuming around 600-700 for the sandwich…. so ending the day a high at 1000-1100 :(

still below my maintenance i guess

i need to buy a new scale 😑

you should definitely prioritize your safety if you can 🩷

ngl i had a sweet treat a little after that (munchies) so we actually ended at 792

my bf brought me coffee at work 🥹 it was delicious but it was also 300 cal so i’ll save the lunch i packed for tomorrow

in other news i have been drinking so much water , like 120 oz which is nice . haven’t been on my water game

luckily we had no dinner plans so ending the day at 680

made it through the work day under 350 cals so we will see what dinner brings

i loathe this term but my coworker at the front desk with me has the mindset of someone with an ed… the way she talks about food is so triggering and i’ve been trying to ignore it but i think im just gonna let it fuel me.

i won’t say anything to her about my food or my habits though

i’ve got 101 days to lose as much as possible

this is my first time having an irl ana buddy… strange

going to a festival in may so i gotta lock in

yes. i think about my first love sometimes… what might’ve happened if i had been in a better place when we were together.

and my first real relationship… that one haunts me but not very often. not anymore.

wowww your hair is gorgeous

i love your hair color! your curls are so pretty

only my mom could make someone else’s funeral about herself

the amount of times i just wanna tell my mother to just get over yourself

seems like death is the theme for 2026

lots of bad experience with people who are obsessed with football