🌤️ Parilani Pie

fuck

idk how to get metv anymore my housemate only has a digital tv 😫 i miss it

seems like someone should ask the judges

“i” “think” “probably” “it is” “illegal” “to do that”

😭😭💕💕💕 you're a good egg jon

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yeah just leave the hot water running all night

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cmon eileen. we talked about this

sorry i got ranty i forgot to care about censoring my brain around here

is it "illegal" to "sleep in cocaine"

i hate that it so often requires the support and cooperation of people outside of myself just to be okay, especially when they're the ones usually throwing hurtles at me and making it harder

i'm SO TIRED. I WANNA LIVE DAMMIT. WE WANNA LIVE. WE DONT JUST WANNA SURVIVE. fuck

there's almost never any time or energy left for "good" or "great" or "exploratory" or "adventure" or idk. getting to be healthy enough to surpass the constant need to tread water

i know that sounds so dramatic but like... constantly being forced to adapt to the world and to my circle and the people around me in my different areas of life mean that i spend almost all of my time and energy trying to find an "okay" baseline.

i can't speak for other chronically ill bbs but one of the harder parts of my experience is being constantly surrounded by a world and support systems that are so ableist, there are next to no moments spent where i don't have to actively t r y to s u r v i v e

oh that's all? yeah why not

it's making me SAD

Sort of in love with the solidarity of the shower curtain industry all agreeing in 12 rings.

ooooh right right. i'm hip. bees knees

like...what

dunno why everything thinks peeing as a dude is superior; i get to sit down for a little break as a treat for being hydrated

*sucks teeth* i think i draw the line at hot dog

alas the poor choices i have been making will continue and i will face the consequences with surprise and irritation

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that makes me so happy to heeeear 😭😭💕💕💕

for you? i'd do it

whatever your heart desires

me too ☹️💕