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Bean plateaued for almost a week so :(

Lmao I genuinely had a bowl of ice for dinner tonight 😭😭
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We are so back
(Yes I went MIA cos I gained :/)

Start date: 1st January 2025
End date: March 17th 2025

Start weight: 80.5kg
Goal weight: 70kg

Diet: no more than 1600 calories (1300 calories target)

Bf made me sad and I binged and purged last night. My weight is also up astronomically. Should I just kms????

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What if I killed myself???
I swear I didn't go over my calories. I did go way over my carbs, though, so it's probably water weight. Still doesn't feel nice though.

I feel very bloated rn so ik my weight is gonna be up tmr. I don't wanna weigh myself but I can't resist.

I just keep thinking about how crazy it's gonna be when I finally get like, thinspo skinny. Liek, yall would've been there for the whole journey. You'll know about when I was fat and everything. Its gonna be so crazy.

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Accidentally put too much protein powder in my yoghurt lol

300g overnight when I literally had over 1700 calories last night. God is good.
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Lol seems like bf doesn't want me to spend Christmas with him and his family either. Ig no one wants me

I could potentially end this year at 76 kg if I play my cards right. That means I'd be 74kg by my birthday so I won't start my 21st year obese.

I've been obese for as long as I can remember, so this is a BIG deal.

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51g of protein for less than 300 calories
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Oh yeah, bit of lore about me is that I'm estranged from my family so no one speaks to me lol. Not even my younger siblings. So I'm spending Christmas alone. But that just makes it easier to lose weight ig

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A win is a win
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Part 2 of breaking my fast.
The hard work is gonna be not binging lol
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I tried but I wasn't strong enough :/
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I'm so hungry. I literally wanna gey up and cook rice at 4 am lol. But I'm so close to my goal. I really don't wanna break my fast

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I'm literally in the final stretch. If I could fall asleep this would be light work. I just have to tough it out for the next 3 hours or so until I fall asleep and I'll be fine.
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Had no idea Zero was available on android now. Haven't really left my bed today. Time DRAGSSS when you don't eat omg.
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Collarbone just arrived. Long time no see. Glad to finally be making some visual progress
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48 hours into my fast:
Feeling #skinny. Git 0% sleep last night though. Still not hungry.

The longest I've ever gone before was 62 hours and I genuinely feel like I could go for another 2 days with no issue.
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37 hours in:
Still not hungry, but my heart is beating really fast. Also I'm dizzy basically just being sat up. It's probably an electrolyte thing cos I'm just using table salt cos I cba.
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Lmao. It seems like I have no energy unless it comes to body checking. I was literally in the bathroom for the last 10 minutes looking at myself and I felt perfectly fine. Then I put my clothes back on and all of a sudden I was tired again

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I was thinking about doing a 7 day fast after exams are over, which coincidentally happens to be the week before my birthday. I guess sthis 3 day fast can be a test run for that.
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I'm not really hungry. Like, my stomach doesn't feel that empty. But I am more tired and I just wanna be lying down at all times.
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I can't wait to take pictures from this angle when I'm skinny
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I mean, you can just eat the exact same thing she does. Cos you'll be losing in the same mechanism she is

Guys why aren't you validating me for being skinny and locked in on my fast? :/
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Only thing I hate about fasting is that my breath smells like booty cheeks
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