Megan

The soundtrack is a classic.

I was a VP two years ago and I ended up taking on more obligations as the year went on. Way too much drama for me. I would rather just volunteer when I’m able and not have set expectations and responsibilities.

And! Cam pitched 2 2/3 innings and only let up 1 run. Watching your kid pitch is so stressful.

The pitcher for the other team last night was throwing 70mph (according to the ump.) These kids are 10 years old, maybe 11. Cam got one of the three hits he allowed. 😬

That was very exciting to do a few weeks ago when I did it.

I just dropped Finley off at his first drop off birthday party. This feels like a big deal for the last baby.

I haven’t worked in three weeks and I had a lot of things I wanted to do. Now that I’m actually starting a new job Monday I’m like oh shit I should get those done. Today, cleaning out Finley’s clothes. The little “failure to thrive” four year old is now a big lanky seven year old.

100% agree. Same with my dad and alcohol vs marijuana. I didn’t even notice if he was smoking marijuana.

Yeah I would definitely take the weed over alcohol for my dad. That’s great that your dad has done well with treatment. That’s hard as shit.

I think it depends on what their drug of choice was. My dad was arrested, almost died, and lost jobs due to alcohol. With a little weed, he’s not going to die and he’s retired at this point. Sober to me has always meant alcohol and clean means drugs. I guess that’s due to my family experience.

My dad has been sober (alcohol) for 20+ years but has recently (my stepmom told me, not him) been vaping pot and/or doing edibles because he’s had a lot of stress with aging/ailing siblings he’s taking care of. IMO it’s better than alcohol for him.

3.5 years is awesome. I’m proud of you.

When I told Cam I was going to leave the FH and get a new job, he legit cried. He said “so you won’t be on call?!? And you don’t have to work on the weekends?!?” Then he thought later and said, “can you go back to Chuck E. Cheese?” (I worked there when I was 16.) He’s the best.

I’m taking a hefty pay cut but it’s worth it. When I quit my job we traded in Steve’s truck and got a very reasonable car. He said “I’m not married to the truck, I’m married to you.” This may not be my new forever job, but it’s perfect for this season in my life. I can’t wait.

Don’t let us down!!

And I hadn’t planned on getting a new job right away. The speech therapist Finley saw, her practice posted a thing on Facebook needing a new manager. It’s the right hours, 10 minutes from the house, LOW STRESS. All the things I wanted in something new. I’m excited.

I hate to throw around the whole “toxic workplace” label but it was legitimately that. And I know I fluffed it up on Facebook but that’s because I don’t want to burn bridges with upper, UPPER management. I spent 16 years there and new people brought in and nope, not doing that.

I’ve checked in periodically and I am so happy to see you. You’re amazing. I think about you often.

Hi! Long time no see, everyone. Life updates: I quit my job. It was awful. I took a little sabbatical. I am starting a new job as manager of a speech and language therapy clinic on Monday. Boys are busy, growing, wonderful little humans. Husband is good. How is everyone else doing?

My kids met my brother for the first time last weekend and they spent almost all evening playing basketball with him. Cam said, “Mama he’s good!” (He was an all district player in high school.)

Mine was like 12…. Soooooo

You know how when you know something is wrong (physically) but you just don’t know what and when you get test results you want to shout to everyone I TOLD YOU SO!! I had that feeling today. I have Hashimotos now. But also my iron has dropped rapidly for no good reason. Further tests results pending.

And not just baseball clothes. Sliding
Short, leggings (it’s going to be cold) undershirt and baseball shirt and hoodie. Cleats by the door, etc. I’m exhausted.

I got his entire baseball bag together, including snacks and drinks, laid out his clothes. Then got his basketball uniform and accoutrement together in a separate bag so no one forgets anything.

Invisible work: I’m working tomorrow. My dad is taking Cam to a baseball game/scrimmage, then lunch, then to basketball game. Steve just taking F to basketball game and meeting g them there…

The boys know this too! It’s a Fortnite thing apparently.

I didn’t know what to do but I was in a public place & could get away easily if things went south. But I saw him. I lost it. He lost it. That baby went right to me and laid her head on my shoulder like she’d always known me. It’s like she knew I was family. Today was a very emotionally draining day.

Long story but today was the first time I’ve seen one of my brothers in almost ten years. He came to a funeral for his girlfriend’s father. I was nervous to see him, but I wanted to meet my niece (she’s 1, his 4th child.) I realized I might regret it if I didn’t.

I’m so sorry. I’ve been thinking about you.

We literally just played that on Friday at a funeral. The k.d. lang one.