Stormie || BED recovery

Nothing quite like not having the wherewithal to get up off the couch and go find binge food.

I know it's probably not going to be a magic pill for me to say this, but I'll contribute and put some energy out there; give yourself grace. ♡

I guess I'm taking a walk around the neighborhood from now until we can get my treadmill fixed.

Dammit. My treadmill has finally succumbed to the amount of cat hair that's gotten in it and I've failed to clean out before it became a mechanical issue. Now it overheats.

Every day this week has felt like it should be Thursday, and now it is Thursday and it feels like it should be Friday.

Burned 2072kcal
Food 1333kcal
73g protein

♡Oatmeal, Milk, Monster zero
♡Quest bar
♡Home made lunch4ble style mini pizzas
♡Salmon onigiri
♡BBQ Chicken tenders

Thank you!!!

Angelica Unfiltered, please save me.

Honestly we're only a day into the whole "take photos of my food to be held accountable" thing, and I'm already tempted to "sneak" food in by not taking photos of it.

Fuck.

I'm just now finding out that my dizziness is because I'm probably dehydrated??? My skin on my hands has like zero elasticity and is so dry it's pruney, and apparently that along with dizziness and fatigue is a sign of dehydration. Oops.

Jake and I were talking about my upcoming dr appt, and he suggested I ask her about a GLP1 because I've have so much trouble with food noise. I told him I don't think I'm fat enough, and he said "I've heard of ppl smaller than you getting it." I checked my BMI and I'm obese now, so maybe yeah.

I made it through my day yay!

I wanted to dip early from work today, but I've only got like 1hr and 45 min left in my day, and I can only take off in hour increments, and 1hr early seems needless so ig I'm sticking it out.

Nooooooo leaving important shit in a wrecked car is genuinely one of the worst experiences. I'm so sorry! 🥺

You're gonna make me cry now. ♡♡♡

You should! It'll be good for you!

When it happens just know that we will miss you, and I'll light a candle on my altar to honor you. You're such a good person and you were dealt such shit cards.

Good morning Parker!

They're so cute!!!

Burned 1952kcal
Food 1392kcal
71g protein

♡Oatmeal, milk, monster zero
♡Quest bar
♡Goldfish
♡BBQ chicken strips and fries w/ chicken dipping sauce.

Cardio.

You'll know once it's healed! Don't touch! Or I'll whap you over the head with a rolled up newspaper. Jk I won't do that. BUT NO TOUCH.

NEW LAYOUT TIME.

Is it time for a new layout?

R0bert C4rradin3's cause of d3ath being "lost his battle with bip0lar dis0rder" is fucking me up so much. Every time mentally ill celebrity offs themselves it makes me so scared that one day I'll "lose my battle" and I hate thinking about the unknown.

That sounds miserable. Throwing up is valid. I'd throw up too if I was in pain like that. 😭 Hopefully the time doesn't drag too badly.

Enjoy!

I got errands run after work and didn't stop by taco baco on the way home. Yippee!

Don't think about it as throwing away 4 years. Think of it as 4 years of learning what you deserve.

After yesterday I stg my appetite is so suppressed. I've had mostly carbs because I'm scared of getting sick on something rich.